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Its been a little while. [29 Jun 2004|11:38pm] Jessika is making fun of my dow+65. Damn her. Last night was rather interesting, ya, damn drun5ks. On another note, I am done being everyone's little god damn secret. And I hope every guy reads this and thinks its them, beacuse its all of you. I dont even care anymore. If all I am to you is a little secret that no one can know, then fuck that, and I am talking to more than one person so you can all go die. Im done. Your fired, go get a sharp object and impale yourself. Well now that I got that out I feel so much better. Whee. Jessika 35 is using me03 as a leaning post. But dont let my little ramble trick you in to thinking I am in a bad mood beacuse I am in a good mood, it was just something I have been wanting to say forever now. Well for about a year now. On June 10th it has been a year sence well something, that person will know what it is. Ok enough with the randomness. Time for more fun with people who dont keep me their little secret, Let it be known to all of you, that Jessika0 15likes the number keys. Hug me.

[24 Apr 2004|11:05am] Screw you all! Wait, just kidding. :) God I am in the weirdest mood ever. Im at Erin's house right now and she is getting ready, aand omg, her keyboard is so annoying. haha. I think "we" are coming to an end. I just dont think it was ment to be. *shrugs* What can you do? Nothing I guess. Well this is all a bunch of randomness and I think its ok to say "wow Im high" hah. 2 Hugss| Hug me.

[13 Apr 2004|08:44pm] As anyone ever noticed when I get mad, upset, nerves or annyhting like that that I chew on my hoodie/ jaket sleaves? I just noticed I do that. Kinda odd. Hug me.

[06 Apr 2004|09:43pm] [ mood | happy ] [ music | Outta my head!! THE LALA SONG BABY! ] Im in one of those moods when I feel like dancing and I sing to everything I listen too! hah, I crack myself up when I am like this. I like this streak of happiness, it started today, and ends NEVER! Well it will prolly hit bumbs in the road and that wont happen but have fun while it lasts! Oh and Steven said I am really mean to Josiah! I need to stop picking on him so much. :/ I think that will be my goal, stop picking on my boyfriend so much, beacuse I do, I make fun of him all the time and I am joking but sometimes I dont think he understands that I am joking. Opps. Im a bad girlfriend. *dances around the room* Im outta here! Hug me.

[31 Mar 2004|07:06pm] I QUIT, QUITING. The end. 3 Hugss| Hug me.

[29 Mar 2004|09:24am] Sorry for the lack of updates on livejournal. I am going to start writing in it more, yay. Be happy people. But I cant update right now beacuse I am sitting in keyboarding and I am already behind. haha. Oh well I will get cought up, I mean how hard can keyboarding be? haha. Much love. 3 Hugss| Hug me.

[11 Mar 2004|02:55pm] [ mood | happy ] [ music | 311 baby. ] HAPPY 311 DAY! 8 Hugss| Hug me.

[10 Mar 2004|08:22pm] Being happy is a great feeling. I hope it lasts. :) Hug me.

[27 Feb 2004|10:56pm] So tonight I went to the senior play. Great job guys, it was funny as hell. And along with it I got to meet Shala's Cooper, and I aprove. :) yay. So there you have it. And in other news I got hit in the head with a fizbee by Brett when him, Sam and Tommy where playing in my street. Ouch. haha. 2 Hugss| Hug me.

[21 Feb 2004|09:29pm] So my parents left this morning, my mom went in to my room at 6:30 this morning to get a bag. A bag which I had dumbly left 3 beer bottles in, my mom found them, but she didnt really get mad and I am not grounded. I am just happy I took the other shit out of that bag. But it really wasnt a good way to start out the day. But the day went on, it was a boring one, but it went on. But my mom did take me shoping before she left, I wasnt in the mood for shoping for cloths, I hate shoping for cloths, I can never find anything that I like or that fits right. So I just shoped for underwear and neato socks. Man I am easily entertained. :) Someone came over last night to talk. I enjoyed listening to him vent. I like being there for my friends. Venting really never gets annoying to me. Oh and I like giving hugs to people too. That never gets old. Just call me a hug whore. So if you are ever upset, I will give you a hug. :) Well this entry was total randomness. I like it. <3333333333 2 Hugss| Hug me.

[20 Feb 2004|07:47pm] From now untill next Saturday, if you need to get ahold of me, call 918-3440. Beacuse I wont be home. Hug me.

[18 Feb 2004|08:51pm] This is from my xanga, but I thought it was good enough for both... You think you have got it all figured out. When there is so much you dont have a clue about. You thought what I do is bad, what about if I was to tell you everything, everything I have ever done, ever felt, Then maybe you would think twice before opening your mouth thinking you know everything about me there is to know. ha. You dont have a clue, and you wont. I lost trust in you so long ago. I had to get that out of me, I know no one will understand what I just wrote. But thats ok, I dont care. My parents are leaving Saturday morning. I am so happy they are leaving, I cant stand them. I need a break from them, I just wish I could stay here while they are gone, and not somewhere else. 2 Hugss| Hug me.

[15 Feb 2004|10:22am] Thank you Kimber, Brooke and Katie for a good Valentines day. :) Hug me.

[12 Feb 2004|09:07pm] [ mood | drained ] When I think about it, I have lived here my whole life. But twice today people have talked to me about moving. Someone told me how many times they have moved, and let me tell you, it was alot. And he enjoys moving. Getting a fresh start. And when it comes down to it, I really want out of Kansas City. Away from my parents. I want to see what else is out there. I want to live next to water. Ocean mostly. But I wouldnt mind living by a lake. Then Sam and I talked about moving to Cali once we are out of high school. And if you know me at all. You would know that would be the most awsome place for me to live. Right by the fucking ocean. That would be my dreams coming true. I am starting to look in to schools up there. And seeing what I have to do to get in. Sam and I's goal is to go up there summer before senior year to look at schools. I am going to tell my dad about what I plan on doing tonight. Now all I need to know is...what I want to do when I get out of school. I have some ideas. But no main goal, but I am active in all of my ideas. So in a way I am working towards a few different things, that could maybe be good. Who knows... On another note. Today has been one year, one year ago today it happend. And I look were we are at now. He has a girlfriend he is happy. And I look were I am at. I dont even know where I am at. The thought of this all...kinda upsets me. 4 Hugss| Hug me.

[12 Feb 2004|05:57pm] My hands are shaking hardcore... Hug me.

[08 Feb 2004|09:10pm] [ mood | awake ] [ music | Pearl Jam. ] As of now, I am ungrounded. Even though I did things all weekend. And I was grounded for no reason at all. But YAY I AM UNGROUNDED. haha. And Thank you Erin for working for me. Even though Sam and I got stood up. Oh well. Hug me.

[05 Feb 2004|10:57pm] [ mood | amused ] [ music | Mest "Cadillac" ] I wolk up today. Started getting ready for school, beacuse I really didnt think we would have a snow day (even though I really wanted on) but WE DID. Erin, Steven, and Sam came over today. We had some fun. Mmmhmm. ( Snow day Pictures ) 6 Hugss| Hug me.

[03 Feb 2004|07:49pm] [ mood | irritated ] [ music | Matchbook Romance "My eyes burn ] My eyes burn from these tears You think you’d learn over these years Good things won’t last forever So what the hell am I suppose to do You only wanted the things that I couldn’t give to you And you had it all anyway So take everything and leave me scrambling Reaching for something that wasn’t there in the first place So take take everything and leave me scrambling Reaching for something that wasn’t there in the first place Tell me i'm wrong when I say I can’t expect you to stay forever with me I live for the single moment I take back everything i've said You would those words on you lips As if they meant anything Sometimes I feel I could drop off the face of the earth It seems I do more harm than good And I don’t know if it’s worth me loosing sleep over this So take take everything and leave me scrambling Reaching for something that wasn’t there in the first place So take everything and leave me scrambling Reaching for something that wasn’t there in the first place Tell me I’m wrong when I say it I can’t expect you to stay forever with me I live for the single moment 5 Hugss| Hug me.

[01 Feb 2004|03:35pm] [ mood | cold ] [ music | Deftones "My own Summer" ] Brett and Kimber came over last night. We watch American Wedding and some stupid movie we didnt finish beacuse well...it was stupid. And after they left I had a nice talk with Shala online about boys. It was rather entertaning. Thank you Shala. And I talked to Sam while he was drunk. That is always fun. And then you wonder. What am I like when I am drunk? But if you think about it...you are prolly better off not knowing. Well this was a gaint ramble...but I like it. 3 Hugss| Hug me.

[29 Jan 2004|09:22pm] [ mood | uncomfortable ] [ music | Nothing. ] This week has really not been my week. I cant help to be upset. It is ok to be upset right? 1 Hugs| Hug me.

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